i guess goodbye my lil fairytale..
falling in love has never easy for me, even facing the truth as i've learned. trying to be myself or better trying to fit in is regretful. i never thought i faced things this way - only makes me feel pathetic, putting myself down and pessimistic, hurting 2 real friends.. oh, never easy..
now i'm not putting an end to this lil dream of mine, but i'll keep it and not throw it away. and i hope things will be brought back to normal.
dancing lalala..
sigh*