supah sigh* sigh* please please help me gaaaddd!!!

hay na'ku. naiinis na 'ko. im super hopeless. i wanna die!!

ang dami kong iniisip. problemado to 'da max!.


of coarse we all know na incoming 4th year high. you should be prepare for the entrance exams for your college future blah!. so i really need to decide of what should i take up in college.

well, my passion's been taking up BS psychology. but i thought it won't do any good on my future if i just become a guidance councilor blah.

then my choice also is HRM, cuz i really wanna become a chef and have my own resto. but MOM don't want me to be one. cuz she kept on saying that sayang talino ko if i would just take up HRM.

so here comes LAW. well, a childhood dream. when i asked MOM if what is in store for me if i take up LAW. well, this idea put a little happiness to my MOM's face. then mine too. huh! finally. then she told me about it. then she stepped out of the room for a while. she came back having this book of blah. then start talking about abroad. about abroad is the best way to earn money. sigh*

but i've been saying that i don't want to go abroad. she continued. i was so frustrated already. i even told her. 'E IKAW NA LANG KAYA MAG-ARAL' yes, i'm out of control already. she's getting on my nerves. i told her that. cuz eveything i want she just refuses. she want me to take up electrical engineering. but i don't want it.

then she start talking about my relatives. that blah took up electrical engineering, then look at blah now. blah's working abroad..

GOD! you still with me?? help me out. i wanna die! i'ma rebel now. i hate them!!!! i really don't feel like living more years in this f*cking world. i must die now!!





PLEASE!! (sobbing)