apr.29
sigh.. my mom was stunned when my cousin offers (days ago) to have an outing at bulacan this coming april 30. they have found a good resort - private resort. they kept saying that it's my mom's birthday recently and my parents are gonna celebrate their wedding anniversary, so why not held an outing. (may 1st is their wedding anniversary). why stunned? 'cuz my mom doesn't want to spend money, and she was forced to spend it on an outing. lol.

mom told us that out relatives at binangonan were gonna arrive late this afternoon to sleep overnight for tomorrow's outing (may.1). late that afternoon, they'd arrived. sigh. sigh. sigh. and there goes my cousins, young cousins to be specific, at my room. playing with those stucked toys and at my bed. all of the toys were scattered at every corner of my room. i'm pissed that evening, i can't help but let them. i'm just pissed.

apr.30
the day of the outing. and i can't sleep. i don't know why. it's 1 am. and i just listen to my ipod. realizing 3 am, i decided to use the computer instead than try to sleep. because we're gonna prepare and depart at 6 am. enough about this..

i and my lolo was asked to ride the rented jeepney because our car was full. and on the way to the expressway, which i hated now especially when riding a jeepney. because i can't help but let the wind blew my hair which i took time styling. moreover, on our way, suddenly at the right-back part's wheel of the jeepney, exploded, waking up all the people at the jeepney. sigh. rented jeepney. lols. it took time fixing it, and we even stooped by at a 'talyer'.

we've arrived bulacan. many cottage, so my cousins and i took our own cottage. we dressed and prepare for a swim. i haven't tell you about this, so i'm gonna tell you now. +my dad is not an outing-type-of-person, he never enjoyed this kinda thing. he only enjoys being at work, drinking, and singing at a videoke+. and this time i surely knew that he's onjoying because he'll not gonna let any other people grab the microphone from him and sing. yes, he's owning this rented karaoke machine. and that's one of the things i hated in a pool outing, hearing a voice singing at a karaoke. anyway he's enjoying, i often see him enjoying with us in an outing. he's a busy person.

for the first time ever again! we, four siblings, were swimming at the pool, that hasn't happened again for many years. lols. i mean we've gone to many pool outings, but we're not enjoying the pool, one should took care of the things/food. bleh. anyway, it's maybe because of ate elda, who arrived philippines from U.S. because his dad died and being buried here in the philippines, she's our cousin by the way. all of us four, swam at the pool, because it's gonna be a long time again that we're gonna enjoy ate elda being with us in a pool.

it's a fun outing, but with this freakshow, ruining again my day. this freakshow's imitating me again, and i can't even count how many times this freakshow has copied what i'm doing. and this freakshow is pissing me off. g*go, tantanan mo na qo!! f*ck y*u!.